I remember the heavy silence more than anything else that happened in that small room.
It was not a scream or the sound of a chair scraping back against the floor, and it certainly was not the wild laughter people imagine when someone wins a massive jackpot.
There was only the dying rattle of the old space heater in the corner and the steady drip of water behind the concrete wall.
The thin and distorted voice of the lottery host came through my battered laptop as he read the winning numbers one more time.
I sat on the edge of a fold out bed in the basement of my parents’ house in Fairhaven Cove, which was a polished coastal suburb where every lawn looked perfectly maintained.
My laptop rested on three cardboard boxes stacked into a crooked tower, and one of those boxes still had a label written in my mother’s elegant handwriting.
The label simply said that the contents were unimportant storage, and the first time I saw it, I almost laughed at the irony.
Even a cardboard box had found a cleaner way to describe my existence than my family ever had in all these years.
Above my head, the rest of the house glowed with warm light and the sounds of a celebration.